Mom

live for a life? Everything changed by time. I still remember about 10 years ago, I cant walked without mom beside me, I always cried at the time when mom was not around, felt so crazy. One day my sister brought me to her law, she promised i would be happy there. I just little girl that thought the place is paradise of toys. Mom just allow me went there. Finally we reached the village. i was so happy, I met so many friends there within 5 minutes but not far 3 hours, i looked around, seeking for mom, where is mom? where is mom? i was shouting at the time. my contemporary friend said, "you're mom in your home now". he said while smile with me. I saw him and asked, "Can you send back me to my house? I miss my mom so bad" and he just said, " don't worry you'll find here." night after night i always cried, i was sick, it was like half of my soul has gone. I don't know what exactly happened, but papa came and brought me met mom and suddenly i recovered again. Now, i feel like 10 years ago, miss mom, miss mom, but I'm alone here, nobody want to hear that I'm sick coz missing mom. How can I tell if everyone have their own problem, how I can express if they dont want to hear? how i tell if they really careless, how i they know that i'm really down now? how i tell that i'm fail now? how i tell if mom not see my eyes, who will erase this tearing. How i life without soul? just live a life without feel it :'(